{"id":2499,"date":"2019-07-12T20:50:59","date_gmt":"2019-07-12T12:50:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/?p=2499"},"modified":"2019-07-12T20:58:43","modified_gmt":"2019-07-12T12:58:43","slug":"i-am-still-grieving","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/i-am-still-grieving\/","title":{"rendered":"I am still grieving"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt\">My mom passed away in 2017.\u00a0 My dad passed away in 2009.\u00a0 It was (still is) not easy to deal with their loss.\u00a0 Reciting verses of Al-Quran does help to comfort me.\u00a0 But pet loss is totally different game for me.\u00a0 The last <a href=\"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/i-am-a-cat-lover\/\">cat<\/a> that I had that died was in 2009 when I was in UK.\u00a0 I just received the news from afar.\u00a0 I didn&#8217;t feel the sad for long.\u00a0 Perhaps, I was preoccupied with other things and losing Merah was not as bad as what I am experiencing now.\u00a0 <a href=\"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/743\/2019\/05\/batman.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-1338 aligncenter\" src=\"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/743\/2019\/05\/batman-169x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"219\" height=\"389\" srcset=\"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/743\/2019\/05\/batman-169x300.jpg 169w, https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/743\/2019\/05\/batman-576x1024.jpg 576w, https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/743\/2019\/05\/batman.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 219px) 100vw, 219px\" \/><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 14pt\">It has been more than a month since Batman went missing.\u00a0 I thought that I am ok within a month.\u00a0 After all, I still have Robyn (Batman&#8217;s sister).\u00a0 How wrong I was!\u00a0 I am still pinning for him.\u00a0 Still hoping that he would come back any time.\u00a0 Am I grieving properly? He is just a pet.\u00a0 Not my parents.\u00a0 But somehow, it is different now.\u00a0 I don&#8217;t know how to describe it.\u00a0 As I google some articles for the MUET camp, I find this <a href=\"https:\/\/www.psychologytoday.com\/intl\/blog\/the-squeaky-wheel\/201802\/5-reasons-we-should-take-pet-loss-seriously\">article<\/a> about pet loss.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My mom passed away in 2017.\u00a0 My dad passed away in 2009.\u00a0 It was (still is) not easy to deal with their loss.\u00a0 Reciting verses of Al-Quran does help to comfort me.\u00a0 But pet loss is totally different game for me.\u00a0 The last cat that I had that died was in 2009 when I was &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/i-am-still-grieving\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">I am still grieving<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":851,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2499","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-random-rambling"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2499","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/851"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2499"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2499\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2503,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2499\/revisions\/2503"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2499"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2499"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/hadijahjaffri\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2499"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}