{"id":8268,"date":"2025-07-22T15:20:10","date_gmt":"2025-07-22T07:20:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/?p=8268"},"modified":"2025-07-24T15:52:16","modified_gmt":"2025-07-24T07:52:16","slug":"bila-tesis-tak-lagi-bergerak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/?p=8268","title":{"rendered":"Bila Tesis Tak Lagi Bergerak"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Kau ingat dulu…
Waktu mula-mula jumpa supervisor,
Semangat kau macam baru beli laptop baru.
Semua nampak mungkin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tapi makin lama…
Bab satu kau ulang-ulang baca,
Bab dua macam tak nak lekat.
Bab tiga… entah, tinggal tajuk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dan hari-hari pun berlalu.
Tanpa kau sedar,
Tak ada satu ayat baru pun yang kau tulis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kau diam.
Supervisor diam.
Tak ada follow up.
Tak ada teguran.
Cuma…
senyap.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tapi itu bukan damai…
Itu senyap yang menakutkan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kau mula tanya diri sendiri…
\u201cMasih sempat ke nak siapkan semua ni?\u201d
Tapi soalan tu kau simpan diam-diam dalam hati.
Sebab kau takut dengar jawapan yang kau sendiri tahu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kawan…
Momentum tesis bukan macam mood.
Bukan boleh tunggu datang sendiri.
Dia kena dibina.
Dengan paksa. Dengan ulang. Dengan banyak salah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kadang ayat kau tunggang-langgang…
Tapi lebih baik ayat lintang-pukang
Daripada tiada langsung.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Supervisor bukan nak kau sempurna.
Dia cuma nak kau muncul.<\/em>
Bukan tenggelam dalam alasan dan keletihan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jadi pada ketika ini…
Kalau kau masih baca dan dengar suara hati ini,
Masih rasa nak teruskan walau sikit…
Buka dokumen tu.
Tulis.
Satu ayat pun jadilah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sebab diam yang berlarutan,
Itulah yang paling perlahan-lahan membunuh cita-cita kau dulu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

:: sambungan ke babak seterusnya<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Kau ingat dulu…Waktu mula-mula jumpa supervisor,Semangat kau macam baru beli laptop baru.Semua nampak mungkin. Tapi makin lama…Bab satu kau ulang-ulang baca,Bab dua macam tak nak lekat.Bab tiga… entah, tinggal tajuk. Dan hari-hari pun berlalu.Tanpa kau sedar,Tak ada satu ayat baru pun yang kau tulis. Kau diam.Supervisor diam.Tak ada follow up.Tak ada teguran.Cuma…senyap. Tapi itu bukan […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":6946,"featured_media":8254,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_uag_custom_page_level_css":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[110,5],"tags":[43,42,1113],"class_list":["post-8268","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-research","category-teaching","tag-motivation","tag-student","tag-supervisor"],"uagb_featured_image_src":{"full":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM.png",869,868,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM-150x150.png",150,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM-300x300.png",300,300,true],"medium_large":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM-768x767.png",640,639,true],"large":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM.png",640,639,false],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM.png",869,868,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM.png",869,868,false],"slider-thumb":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM-542x352.png",542,352,true],"pop-thumb":["https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/890\/2025\/07\/Screenshot-2025-07-24-at-2.38.00-PM-542x340.png",542,340,true]},"uagb_author_info":{"display_name":"Dr. Shah","author_link":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/?author=6946"},"uagb_comment_info":0,"uagb_excerpt":"Kau ingat dulu…Waktu mula-mula jumpa supervisor,Semangat kau macam baru beli laptop baru.Semua nampak mungkin. Tapi makin lama…Bab satu kau ulang-ulang baca,Bab dua macam tak nak lekat.Bab tiga… entah, tinggal tajuk. Dan hari-hari pun berlalu.Tanpa kau sedar,Tak ada satu ayat baru pun yang kau tulis. Kau diam.Supervisor diam.Tak ada follow up.Tak ada teguran.Cuma…senyap. Tapi itu bukan…","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8268","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/6946"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=8268"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8268\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8280,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8268\/revisions\/8280"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/8254"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=8268"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=8268"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/people.utm.my\/shahabuddin\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=8268"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}