The Prophet (Sallallahu ‘alayhi wasallma) said, “Allah the Most High said, ‘I am as My servant thinks (expects) I am. ….”
[Sahih Al-Bukhari]
Be careful of what you think as your thoughts could become prayers…. & Allah will Grant prayers of His servants . So think happy thoughts, pray for good things in life & InsyaAllah He will fulfill your desires .