Though it has been over five years after the incident, I can still vividly recall every detail. It is like you were holding me in your arms and comforting me only yesterday. I know you kept the incident to yourself and never told anyone about it. There will be no one like you. I will miss every single thing about you.
The last message that we had was in July 2022. You asked me about e content. You had learned EdPuzzle from Norah. You had used it in your class. But you wanted to know more about other platforms. You asked me what are other platforms that I use that you can learn.
You asked me to remind you about e content in September 2022. You said “Terlalu awal kan kalau nak isi bulan Julai ni?” The day that I supposed to remind you never came. By September, I heard that you were not feeling well. I did not want to bug you with e content.
I went to your home yesterday (6 November 2022, Sunday) with Kak Narina after her 1pm class. Honestly, we were unprepared for your passing. But, we know that Allah Loves you more. “Dijah, akak minta maaf kalau ada salah silap ya?” That was among the last messages that I received from you. There will be no more you who would always be there for me. I miss you already, Kak Dila. May Allah Grant you jannah.