I still have the normal face mask. But I am feeling a bit stress out off lately. There are many things contribute to that. Alhamdulillah I can still recognise some symptoms and thus, I know that I need to slow down a bit. So, I divert myself from my work for few hours to do this little project. I googled and found some tips and instructions that I can follow.
When the cable was stolen the first time since MCO from 3 April (Friday), I was left with no internet connection for 6 days. I was feeling hopeless because I could not do much since I could not go out to buy the mobile modem. I can always use online. But, how can I search and shop for the mobile modem when I could not use the internet? The feeling is indescribable. But I have to stay focused.
So, since I have lots of “uninterrupted” time, I focused on finishing my final exam questions, updating my class notes (converting some into audio notes) and others. Once I finished doing all that, I asked my sister if she could bring me to her office so that I can upload my notes, reply emails and such. I was desperate. Indeed.
Off I went to my sister’s office on 3 April (1st time) to settle my work. But I could not upload some of my notes on eLearning. What should I do now?
But little that I imagine that the cable would be stolen again. Yup.
Be creative. One of my colleagues lamented that some course require face to face interaction. Then this person later said “It is ok if you just teach theoretical stuff.” Who says I only teach theoretical stuff? For my Fundamental Pedagogy, I use Tarsia and all. Hands-on stuff.
But still when times like this, I don’t want to jeopardise my life and my students lives. We need to take action. So, I told my students “I know that some of you might need to go home and your home might not have internet connection. It is ok. But if you have no other means to go back home and need to stay inside the campus, you can go to the Elearning. I leave some materials that you can use to revise on your own and keep yourself occupied. I also create a forum so if you have anything to ask, you can ask me or others. So you will not miss out anything”
So, I have been busied finding materials and linking it on my elearning plus creating forums and whatsnot. I hope that the students would learn on their own (self-learning) with the support that I give (scaffolding).
Majority of us are struggling to learn a new thing. It is a fact. But, the question is “How willing are we to experience “disequilibrium”?” Most of the time, we are not willing to learn new things, to do something new because it disrupts our mental equilibrium.
But, what a heck! Just do it! With Wifi connection like Chipsmore in my room, I lugged my laptop and stuff to search for other possible places with strong internet connection. Yesterday, I found the perfect place which happened to be empty (no class at that time). So, I knocked on the door of the technician in charge and asked his permission to use the room. I had a blast! The internet connection is so fast but my excitement did not last long. Yeah. Congestion = Traffic problem with the server when everybody wants to use BigBlueButton. Panicky messages kept on coming in (I also sent a message to add to the panicky mode)
But the thing is, we are in this moment together. We do our best and don’t give up.
When I heard that one of my colleagues who is under the category of PUI (Person Under Investigation) still conducted the class using face to face means, I feel shocked, angry, bewildered, confused, numb (the list can go on).
How can a person be so _______________ (fill in the blank)? What was this person thinking? Have you gone ______________ (fill in the blank)?
Astaghfirullah. I rest my case.
I really need to learn this new thing fast. I really have to master it well. These are my aims. But when the reality starts to hit me hard, I know that there are some of things that are beyond my control: server congestion.
Kudos to CICT and UTMLead teams who work extra hard and go extra miles to make sure that we can use the available platform to conduct our class. It is not easy to be done. But everybody is doing their best job
I was starting to get panicky when thing happened like this. I got disconnected. I had a crash course session with my colleague on using Google Meet. We experienced some technical glitches. But, never mind. We will try again.
I just renewed my Prezi subscription. I just learn that it has a new feature. Video presentation with the usual Prezi notes. Alhamdulillah. A good news for me. I have started to learn creating video-slides presentation using Prezi. I know that it is a new challenge for me. I know that I might need extra time to learn it well. But I will not give up. I am not in a race to get to any finishing line. I will get it done somehow In sha Allah. May Allah ease my journey to learn these new things.
Alhamdulillah. I did my first online class with lots of technical glitches and whatsnot. With no video sharing (I learn later on that it is due to restriction that the library imposes on its users) and just audio sharing mode, I just conducted my class. Just do it! The technical glitches are due to some unforeseen things. Well, things happen when we are least expected it, right?
While I was struggling to overcome the technical glitches, some of my colleagues like Dr Narina and Dr Nor Azean tried to help me but there is nothing much can be done when things are just out of our hand. Kudos to them for giving me support when I (badly) needed one.
I was feeling helpless and when things happened like that, my normal reaction is crying. Alhamdulillah Dr Narina came with her husband just on time when I just about to shed my tears. But I guess they can sense it looking at my pale panicky face.
Dr Narina captured some videos of me panicking. Alhamdulillah, I can’t upload the video here because this webpage does not allow video sharing (tongue in cheek remark!). But here are some pictures to see me while in action.
I created a feedback form on the elearning. I told my students don’t hesitate to give their comments even though it is negative. I know their comments is not attacking me personally but rather giving me valuable information to improve my teaching.
Carousel or Round Robin or Gallery Walk? Which is which?
| Technique | Task | Movement from one place to another |
| Carousel | Group | Yes |
| Round Robin | Group/pair | No (student stays at their own place and takes turn to give ideas in a group) |
| Gallery Walk | Individual | Yes |
For Carousel and Gallery Walk, it involves movement, discussion, and reflection. But in a Gallery Walk, students independently and move around the room to complete a series of tasks alone. But in a Carousel, students have to discuss in their own group as they move around the room to complete a series of tasks together with team members.
For Round Robin, basically each member take turn to give ideas in a group.
We discussed about teaching and learning approach (pendekatan pengajaran dan pembelajaran). So, I demonstrated that in one session of teaching and learning, we can combine the elements of teacher-centered approach with student-centered approach and material/activity-centered approach.
In the first hour, I gave a lecture on the types of teaching and learning approach (this an example of teacher centered approach) and later on I did an activity using Tarsia puzzle (this is an example of material/activity-centered approach). Then, in a small group of five students, I gave them a set of Tarsia puzzle and they need to solve the puzzle together.
The concept is similar like peer instruction, but in this case it involves more than two students in which they have to work in group to solve the puzzle (this is an example of student centered approach). In my class, there are six groups (since I have 31 students in my class). So, there are six sets of Tarsia puzzle that I have prepared earlier. Well, I only have to prepare one, make a copy of that and cut the pieces before I give the students to solve the puzzle as an activity in class.
